Tuesday, October 27, 2009

nights are hardest..


So, I have done miraculously well with Kyle being gone. Thank you to everyone who has been keeping up with me & asking to make sure that things are going well. I haven't cried over him being gone since he left which shocks even me.
But, I do admit that nights are hard. There have been a few times where I have almost lost control, but I just hug on Bowen & when he puts his nose to mine with those big eyes asking me 'mom, what's wrong??' he seems to make things better. I only thought he was my buddy before Kyle left. He is now firmly glued to my side wherever I go. I enjoy it though!

I have been listening to a lot of music at night, since I am not a huge TV person, and I have a few current faves, that I will try to add to the music that plays when you open my blog. They are:
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum
Hope Now by Addison Road
It's Your Life by Francesca Battistelli
Why by Rascal Flatts
and Legacy by Nichole Nordeman

Check them out! :) I have officially decided for Thanksgiving that I will be going to my parents' in Delaware! I need to get away and maybe with me being "away," it won't hit me as much that Kyle's not with me. I just continue to pray so hard that he will be with me for Christmas!!

On a happier note, I will be seeing two (and probably more) of my AWESOME friends this weekend. I am going to hang out with Katie Walker after work Friday!!! So excited to see her. I don't make time for her nearly enough & I feel extra guilty for that. Then, she, Candace, and I will maybe have dinner once Candace gets off of work. Candace has graciously offered for me to spend the night with her Friday night & we ar
e going to the Clemson Homecoming game on Saturday. Yes, a Halloween football homecoming! What could possibly be better?!?! I am so excited since I haven't been to homecoming since graduating. Can't wait! Please, God, let there be sunshine Saturday!!!!!!! I expect to see a LOT of these pumpkin helmets! Hopefully I'll post after the game with excitement that we won by a ton.


Love yall, Jen

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